this is soooooooooooooo dead!

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emo pix lol


















3,2,1 pose!!!!!!!!!!!!!
























iLOVEhwee,hweeLOVEme,weAREhappyPATROLMATES!
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yay ❤







haha photo tkg session in the midst of packg ytd ((:

random pix.

at kelly's hse, stayover chionging camp prep.



yay i <3 ZiNC
& its nice flag ahaha




this is random,
bt it rly doesnt look right.

fuck them

PLTC over.
i tot i shd b happy and relaxed but no.
my house is lik warzone everyday.
ok, i shdnt b here saying these things.

but whu gort waken up at 11,
aft pltc and only slept for lik 11hrs +?
and woken up by shouting.
thn rcvd 1 hr of scolding and beating,
beatgs on my muscle aches,
whn ure nort evn in a right state of mind.
and the reasons fr the scoldgs and beatgs are lik old damned reasons which i alrdy gort scolded by so many load tyms alrdy.
and some were nort evn right.

see how happy my life is?
i dont utd luh..
when will all these end?
i tink if i gort a gun i will be dead now alrdy.

im stiw tired lik shit and nid tuh du my san wen ARGH.

asdFGH

AHHHHHHHH im sooooooooooooooooooo tired!
shall go slp aft this!

jst tuh say tht im proud of myself fr (almst)finishing the flag! ^^
camp prep was tiring,
ppl dont be stressed up kays!

err ohya,
i dont tink i wna care abt it anymre.
althou im seriously puzzled why those things/wrds came out.
hope it will end.

PLTC in 2 days
gd luck jiayou!

and meet the parents i tink i wont get gd remarks.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ

fuckers.
damn you(s).
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

my life sucks.

ok i tink i phrased sth wrongly,
but i shant bother tuh change it.

if thr is whuever flaming me,
or anyth, pls pls pls,
its no use okay?
i dont evn knw ive offended yuw in wht way?
spreading rumours abt me wont solve anyth.

if nort,
i dont utd why is al this happening.
bcos of his ego? or wht?
smhw i dont utd why is all this happening.

life is seriously sucking, now evn deeper & worser.
):
BLAH.

FUCKYOU.

fuckyou

i feel betrayed and super angry now.
FUCKYOU.

z

ytd was happy
spring of happiness!

tdaelooked back at some old stuffs,
and bcm sad agn.

[left]look at the new pix.

zzz

sm ppl sads, sm ppl loses, sm ppl sucks.

slpy day,
ZZZ

randoms.

here is random.
randomrandom.

the strawberry white chocs frm cameron is lack of a certian ingredient i tink.
it melts damned ezily.
fine, i shant say much in case the barbarians frm cameron cm and kill me.
zzz

the pltc patrol activity planning is sucks too.
they requested for a detailed time schedule, and i typed:
"The schedule will not be very specific, as basketball is a simple game"
TMD la i rlly diaoing myself, but anothr part of me saying tht: "thts true wht.."
wonder of xinzi will kill me?

anw shall contd wit the stupid plan >:O
RARRH!

sucksday.

tdae is a sucks day,
as usual.
everyday of the wk fr me is sucksday.

and home's bursting too,
if anyone knw wht i mean.

sucksucksuck.
whn thn i cn hv a happy life?

sry.

i knw yall care,
i knw yall are thr fr me.
im aware of it,
friends count too.
w/o yall i tink i wld hv commited suicide and died alrdy.

sry if i seem lik i dont care.


i cant get out of thr no matter how hrd i tried,
instead i sank deeper.
yall tried, but i guess dint change anyth much,
but thanks for everyth, guess the problem lies wit me.

i knw me crying and being sad all day affects yall too,
but im seriously helpless abt it,
imvryvrysry ):

sad day

im vryvryvry sad tdae.
cried =S

im gettg worse
i dno why.

sadsadsad.
):

i cant frgt!):



pierced 6th hole.
2nd hole of left.
zzz

new skin done!

ok i changed the pix.
gort meaning der k.
ok la, nort exactly.
o.o
i knw its a plain black skin.
anw happy tagging,
(if anyone stiw cm here.)

emooo

tdae im emo.
tdae im sad.
tdae im evn mre confused.
tdae im moodless.

found a new plain skin but i js happy wit it.
tata, personalising it now.

emo day

GAH.
removed alort of gay shit childish things frm the left column ^^
shall change skin mb tmrw?
if i hv the tym (:


ok tdae,
overall is an unlucky, emo, sian, kns day.
feel sleepy right now.
and its nort evn 11.
and awaking span is getting shorter.

wth skin o.o

MANZ tht is a rlly gay layout of mine long ago =.=!
so i hv tuh chnge it now?
zzz tired!

URGH.

yoz

hehe this shall be a new blog ((:
mb overall feel of the day only.
details at livejournal (restricted yeps!)

old one is dead since 26 apr 2007.
url is http://www.blahhhyay.blogspot.com i tink

i feel odd w/o a blogger acc XD

chnging skin etc another day!
meanwhile js bear wit this.

♥tata