lalala ^^

2007-06-22T01:56:00.000+08:00

this is soooooooooooooo dead!

❤

2007-05-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

emo pix lol

3,2,1 pose!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iLOVEhwee,hweeLOVEme,weAREhappyPATROLMATES!
haha

yay ❤

haha photo tkg session in the midst of packg ytd ((:

random pix.

2007-05-29T13:53:00.000+08:00

at kelly's hse, stayover chionging camp prep.

yay i <3 ZiNC
& its nice flag ahaha

this is random,
bt it rly doesnt look right.

fuck them

2007-05-29T13:49:00.000+08:00

PLTC over.
i tot i shd b happy and relaxed but no.
my house is lik warzone everyday.
ok, i shdnt b here saying these things.

but whu gort waken up at 11,
aft pltc and only slept for lik 11hrs +?
and woken up by shouting.
thn rcvd 1 hr of scolding and beating,
beatgs on my muscle aches,
whn ure nort evn in a right state of mind.
and the reasons fr the scoldgs and beatgs are lik old damned reasons which i alrdy gort scolded by so many load tyms alrdy.
and some were nort evn right.

see how happy my life is?
i dont utd luh..
when will all these end?
i tink if i gort a gun i will be dead now alrdy.

im stiw tired lik shit and nid tuh du my san wen ARGH.

asdFGH

2007-05-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHH im sooooooooooooooooooo tired!
shall go slp aft this!

jst tuh say tht im proud of myself fr (almst)finishing the flag! ^^
camp prep was tiring,
ppl dont be stressed up kays!

err ohya,
i dont tink i wna care abt it anymre.
althou im seriously puzzled why those things/wrds came out.
hope it will end.

PLTC in 2 days
gd luck jiayou!

and meet the parents i tink i wont get gd remarks.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ

2007-05-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

fuckers.
damn you(s).
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

my life sucks.

2007-05-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

ok i tink i phrased sth wrongly,
but i shant bother tuh change it.

if thr is whuever flaming me,
or anyth, pls pls pls,
its no use okay?
i dont evn knw ive offended yuw in wht way?
spreading rumours abt me wont solve anyth.

if nort,
i dont utd why is al this happening.
bcos of his ego? or wht?
smhw i dont utd why is all this happening.

life is seriously sucking, now evn deeper & worser.
):
BLAH.

2007-05-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

FUCKYOU.

fuckyou

2007-05-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

i feel betrayed and super angry now.
FUCKYOU.

z

2007-05-19T19:45:00.000+08:00

ytd was happy
spring of happiness!

tdaelooked back at some old stuffs,
and bcm sad agn.

[left]look at the new pix.

zzz

2007-05-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

sm ppl sads,

sm ppl loses,

sm ppl sucks.

slpy day,
ZZZ

randoms.

2007-05-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

here is random.
randomrandom.

the strawberry white chocs frm cameron is lack of a certian ingredient i tink.
it melts damned ezily.
fine, i shant say much in case the barbarians frm cameron cm and kill me.
zzz

the pltc patrol activity planning is sucks too.
they requested for a detailed time schedule, and i typed:
"The schedule will not be very specific, as basketball is a simple game"
TMD la i rlly diaoing myself, but anothr part of me saying tht: "thts true wht.."
wonder of xinzi will kill me?

anw shall contd wit the stupid plan >:O
RARRH!

sucksday.

2007-05-16T21:21:00.001+08:00

tdae is a sucks day,
as usual.
everyday of the wk fr me is sucksday.

and home's bursting too,
if anyone knw wht i mean.

sucksucksuck.
whn thn i cn hv a happy life?

sry.

2007-05-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

i knw yall care,
i knw yall are thr fr me.
im aware of it,
friends count too.
w/o yall i tink i wld hv commited suicide and died alrdy.

sry if i seem lik i dont care.

i cant get out of thr no matter how hrd i tried,
instead i sank deeper.
yall tried, but i guess dint change anyth much,
but thanks for everyth, guess the problem lies wit me.

i knw me crying and being sad all day affects yall too,
but im seriously helpless abt it,
imvryvrysry ):

sad day

2007-05-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

im vryvryvry sad tdae.
cried =S

im gettg worse
i dno why.

sadsadsad.
):

i cant frgt!):

pierced 6th hole.
2nd hole of left.
zzz

new skin done!

2007-05-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

ok i changed the pix.
gort meaning der k.
ok la, nort exactly.
o.o
i knw its a plain black skin.
anw happy tagging,
(if anyone stiw cm here.)

emooo

2007-05-14T20:19:00.000+08:00

tdae im emo.
tdae im sad.
tdae im evn mre confused.
tdae im moodless.

found a new plain skin but i js happy wit it.
tata, personalising it now.

emo day

2007-05-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

GAH.
removed alort of gay shit childish things frm the left column ^^
shall change skin mb tmrw?
if i hv the tym (:

ok tdae,
overall is an unlucky, emo, sian, kns day.
feel sleepy right now.
and its nort evn 11.
and awaking span is getting shorter.

wth skin o.o

2007-05-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

MANZ tht is a rlly gay layout of mine long ago =.=!
so i hv tuh chnge it now?
zzz tired!

URGH.

yoz

2007-05-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

hehe this shall be a new blog ((:
mb overall feel of the day only.
details at livejournal (restricted yeps!)

old one is dead since 26 apr 2007.
url is http://www.blahhhyay.blogspot.com i tink

i feel odd w/o a blogger acc XD

chnging skin etc another day!
meanwhile js bear wit this.

♥tata